Ugh.. bloggers!

O.K., so this might sound stupid or rude or just retarded.. but! I have a few blogs that I read and yes, I read them 'cus I think they're good/interesting.
Some are fictional, while others are true-life... either way, when someone buts up a blog schedule.. it would be nice to actually follow it!!!!!!!!
I understand that sometimes 'real' life gets in the way, and I'm O.K. with that as long as it really is SOMETIMES! However, I've come across a few blogs lately that state that they have a blog schedule and NEVER stick to it!! Every time they are supposed to post a new entry.. it's always... ohhh.. something came up, but I promise to post tomorrow! But tomorrow never comes! The next day, it's the same old thing!
I know ppl don't get paid to do this, and it's really just for our entertainment, but come on. No one MADE you make a schedule, you choose to! So stick with it or take it off so we won't be expecting a post! It really is annoying!!
As you can see on my blog, I don't have a posting schedule b/c I know that I can't commit to posting often.
Jesus.. just post or just stop all together! The excuses are really just B.S. now..
O.K. enough of my bitching.............................................

13 days and counting...?

Ok.. So now I'm just back to being irritated. It's been 13 and counting since my brother said he wanted to get together and clear the air and still no word.

WTF?!?!? Guess it goes to show that he really doesn't care. At least this time it in now way can be our fault. He is making the decision (again, mind you) that he really doesn't want to talk to us and sort this all out. Which really.. it's fine with me. I really didn't want to have to deal with Bitch-in-law again. While, yes, I do miss my brother but really, I'm just glad THAT aggrevation is not around. I hate drama and BS, and every time we're around her, that's all there is.

I was willing to deal with her so that I could see my brother and neices... but.. oh well! Guess I don't have to pick.. the choice was made for me!

Things that make you go 'hmmm'.....

Ok.. so I'm sitting outside on my porch with my laptop and smoking a cigarette. It's cold as shit out, but since I can't smoke inside.. well.. I just have to endure it.

Anyway,... so I'm sitting out here chatting online with my friend ~K~, discussing the new blog we're starting and all I notice that theres some racket coming from the neighbors house behind us. (our backyards touch) I remember they were doing some bathroom remodeling a while ago.. but it's been at least 3 months ago and I'm sure they're finished. Maybe new ppl are moving in since it's a rental property?

While I'm pondering this.. I hear the strangest noise. It's going errrrrrrkkkk. It reminds me of hydrolics. Like a dump truck that has hydrolics for the bed. Ok.. now WTF would my neighbors need a hydrolic truck for? Especially at 10pm???? And why is it in their backyard??

I tried going out and peering over the fence... but I'm short.. it's dark.. and I can't see a damn thing. Hmmmmm... guess it's just another 1 of those life mysteries I'll never know about....

5 days and counting..

Well, it's been 5 days since OB texted mom and said he wanted a 'come to Jesus' meeting, yet, he hasn't followed up. I'm begining to think that while HE may want it.. Bitch-in-law doesn't and he's just going along with her again... like always.

I SOOO want to IM him and be like WTF?!?! Are you REALLY that much of a pussy that you'll LET your wife keep you from your family?? Or do we really mean that little to you, that you're willing to just throw your family away for her??

Idk.. but it's starting to really bother me again and I hate it. I hate drama and it seems that ever since she's come into the picture thats all there is. Before her, if there was some misunderstanding or any issues, either we would call him or he would call us that day. It wouldn't take days.. weeks.. or like in this case.. 9 months and counting. It would be over before it really even started.

I have come to realize that if I want to see him or my neices, I have to deal with her, and I'm willing to do that.... to some extent. I will still be polite to her, however, if she gets in my face or my mom's again.. well.. she's free game. I'm tired of me and my family being treated like 2nd class citizens by her. Always being blamed for EVERY... SINGLE... SITUATION!

I miss the days when life was so fun and carefree and when I actually had a real brother.

I've been trying to blog more often.. but really, not much happens around here except for this stupid family crap. Maybe I'll start a fictional blog.. maybe that would be more interesting hahahahaah

Anyway.. TTFN :)